damnit, i injured myself again.
was controllin myself nt to cry,
but d pain was jux so unbearable tt i jux cried on d spot,
like a lil gal.
until nw, my finger is still so numb.
imagine ur finger stuck at the hinge of d floor,
n u hav to shout "FUCK" for 5 times before ur finger is released? :((
n d most horrendous part is some of ur flesh is gone.
flesh-eater door? omg.
i managed to stop cryin before my relapse haunt me again.
wat a gd gal :))
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it will b so ugly to hav my finger bandage on d stage tmr.
but wat can i do?
to wear a glove? tt will b unnecessary. ;D
i will colour my bandage piink to match my dress. (laughs)
.
well, bf was right, i m clumsy.
i'll always either injured myself, fall or knock into something.
but he'll always b there to hold onto my hands n protect me w/o fail.
bf aint gg to malaysia on monday.
if i m able to go with you ...
you wont hav miss out the fun.
meetin bf ltr
&
i m just gg to act like a lil gal.
xDD
its my chi b'dae today n bf promised to cook mian sian for me.

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